What's wrong with me?
It's been a while since my last post. A few months at least! I've been busy over the summer, holidays, kids, nice weather, running... blah blah blah... So what's wrong with me? I am on weight watchers. Or so I tell people. I rave about the program, but I don't always listen to myself. I tell people it's the only way to go... and then I fail... over and over and over... I'm not sure EXACTLY what to do. My motivation is gone. My will... my drive... I don't know what the hell has happened. I can't find it... it's almost like I lost it somewhere over the summer and have no idea what to do to get it back. Depression and I have a long and somewhat painful history. This feels different. I have my moods and my weird quirks controlled... well... as controlled as they can be really. But, for whatever reason this feels deeper than that. Is that even possible? I mean, I thought depression was as low as you could get, but it seems my depths don't know